WASTED DAYS AND WASTED NIGHTS

It has been the most wonderful 2 years of my life. I couldn't have asked for more. The best thing that has happen to me in my 45 years of my life is right now. The most memorable, was the the day that my daughter was born. I wept. It was the biggest miracle of my life. The most proud was when my son was born. But, the most happiest and fullfilling has been the last couple of years. I have, what most men, and women desire, the complete family. I have two daughters that fight over me and two sons that look up to me. They have not one single ounce of my genes, but they have everything of me of who I am. Each one of them is just like me in many ways. The eldest is sensitive like me, the next one is a nerd just like me, the third is active, adventureous and hyper like me, and the fourth is affectionate and loveable. All four of them are so much like me that I forget that they are not mine. I love them individually and differently because they are different and unique. I love my daughter and so proud of her. I wish I had the courage and strength that she has, she's my hero and I admirer her. If she was a god, I would bow down to her. She is the Princess of my Passion. She accomplishes everything I could only desire and hope for. She's my idol. My son, well, he's my hope and inspiration to continue, and to live. He's my future. But, for now and for the present future, I have four beautiful and wonderful children that make me proud that I am alive. I could only hope that I can be the best example and the best father, daddy and papi I can be for them. The ingredient is that I love their mother very much, and that she loves me unconditionally. The days that I have wasted was on the days that I spent doing things for myself. Now, all I want to do is spend time with these four, and I don't have enough time to do it. My time is running short, I pray that I live another 45 to give the best I can give to these four lovely persons. They deserve to be loved and desire to be loved. (That's all I've ever wanted.) And that's what I've been receiving for the last two years. No more wasted days and wasted nights for me. I seize the moment and take advantage of the time that I have, because you never know when the day comes that you are no longer here on this Earth. Don't take things, especially people for granted, life is too short to be bothered with insignificant issues. Live, Love and Love to Live.